Hello world. The following was written 12/23/2016. I am being shown a deeper understanding to this thing with my family and the choosing of them, over my Husband Alex. My Guides are telling me it was a choice between choosing what was, over what is. The choice of living in the past with the beliefs held by them and their dictates, or the choice of living in the here and now with my choices and the family of my choosing. The differences I am being shown, are these. My family is unwilling to accept me as I am or to accept my choice, in life mate. Unless I conform to their dictates and do as they want, I am to be cut off in all ways. They are using their love, affection, and attention, as tools to control and manipulate me to their will. They are using them, as a punishment. If I were to give in and do as they ask, they would start with recriminations I should have listened to them in the first place. Then would come the gushing love and attention, oh so briefly. Followed by the cold shoulders and indifference’s, until they want something from Continue Reading