Hello world. The following was written 12/17/2016. I have been looking at a belief I held, which felt as if I had a yolk about my throat. A yoke harnessing me, to the heaviest of burdens. A yoke, which was choking me slowly, to death. The burden of the belief, in obligation. I held a belief I was obligated, to financially support my extended family. Such as, my in-laws and my own parents, Uncles, Aunts, cousins, and siblings. I was obligated, to accept their judgments and opinions, of my Husband and I. I was obligated, to give in to their dictates, even when it did not resonate within my own heart. To keep the peace, I had to bite my tongue and accept their recriminations of my Husband and I, silently. For a very long time, I found myself faced with the spoken and unspoken judgments, of my family. Their judgments would envelope me in layer upon layer, of dark emotional energy, until I felt like I was suffocating. In every instant, they were wanting me to pick and choose between them and my Husband. The same was happening, with his family. None of them were willing, to accept our Continue Reading
Perspective, I know the Voiceless Voices I am hearing, are not my voice.
Hello world. The following was written 12/17/2014. The Voiceless Voices keep repeating, “SHUT DOWN YOUR MIND, AND OPEN YOUR HEART! Why do you keep chasing after Me, when I AM already here with you? You need not seek after Me, any longer. You only need to look within, and will see I AM already here, within you. When you ask yourself, what it is you truly believe within your heart, you shall see I AM here with you. Put down your books and close your ears, to those who would say differently. Look within to see the Truth, of My words. Only then, shall you find the Peace of God.” Perspective, I know the Voiceless Voices I am hearing, are not my voice. For my voice, is laced with the recriminations of my mind, which were taught to me. These Voiceless Voices are within me, yet without me, at the same time. They speak with a clarity, I recognize I do not truly have, at this time. Yet, I am hearing Their Truth, within me. I am thinking about this, hard core. I am done with groups and people, with their heads in the clouds or up their asses. When Continue Reading