Hello world. The following was written 11/02/2018. What is this for? What would you have us do with this? Where would you have us go? How would you have us get there? What would you have us do, once there? How does one keep their fear, at bay? How does one stop the mind, from spinning its wheels fruitlessly? What would you have one do in a situation as this, when it seems all hope has been lost? The cinch has been tightening for a long time now. The weight of the stress of trying to make ends meet in a world which has made it all but impossible, lends one towards a feeling of hopelessness and defeat. Struggling day in and day out, never knowing if you will have enough. It isn’t because, you’re not working. You work, yet the pay barely covers anything. Like a patchwork quilt you have gotten good at patching everything, until the next time. You keep holding on by the skin of your teeth. Every month things are getting paid seemingly. Yet, there is always something which has to wait because there just isn’t enough. Well I am done with this rat race, God. Continue Reading
Letting go.
Hello world. The following was written 11/02/2016. There comes a point on ones journey, when we find ourselves against a wall or at a crossroads of sorts. When everything we have been seeking out there in the world, comes to no avail. When at every turn, it seems we must battle our way through each moment. When it feels as if nothing we do is good enough, because all we receive are judgments from all whose path we are crossing. When we find ourselves considering suicide as a possible way out of the nightmarish illusion we are in. We reach a point, of having to let go. In these situations I have found, these were the times I turned within to Holy Spirit and God seeking understanding and healing. I have gone within fully and deeply asking Holy Spirit and God questions, as I let go of all I thought I new and believed in. It is within, the answers I had been seeking out there in the world, began to come to me. When I stepped back from the rat race of listening to and believing in the judgments and opinions of others. Everyone will reach this point on Continue Reading