Hello world. The following was written 10/14/2015. As I sit here waiting on my phone to ring, I contemplate the messages I am hearing from within. Messages of, vigilance is needed to continue moving forward on my journey. Vigilance of what?, I ask myself. The answer I am receiving is, as I examine my thoughts, feelings and experiences with Holy Spirit, I am being shown what my misconceptions may be and what the corrections to them are. I am to be vigilant in looking at and observing everything I am perceiving and experiencing with my reactions before, during and after them. When correction is given, I am then to incorporate it into my life. I then ask, how do I do this? What I am shown is, in everything we have a choice. We can accept it as it is or we can judge it, therefore denying it is the Truth. Many times I have found myself denying the Truth, in favor of what those around me have stipulated as being Truth. I accepted their opinions and judgments of whatever was, as if they knew more than God. I believed, God must have made some mistake. Why else would “horrid” Continue Reading
There is a beauty, in the madness.
Hello world. The following was written 10/14/2014. I was experiencing a surreal reality with the energy of the weather, which was brought sharply into my awareness at the time. Wow, what a dreary day. It has been cold and cloudy all day with high winds. I am thinking it may be time to pull out the kerosene lamps and candles. It is barely 5 PM and almost dark already. Keep warm folks. Feels like rain in the air tonight. I am hearing a loud rumbling, as the wind comes through the neighborhood. It is as if all the fences and roofs are protesting loudly, the fierceness of the winds. My wind chimes are dancing hard. The sound is almost discordant in it’s frenzy. Yet, there is a beauty, in the madness. A music all it’s own. Forever changing, fading and blending into something new. Very surreal, the atmosphere this weather is building. Time to light some candles within my home. Set a nice warm welcoming atmosphere for my Husband, when he gets home from work tonight. Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
This is why I cannot blindly accept and believe ever again.
Hello world. The following was written 10/13/2019. My brothers, what you fail to understand or recognize, is NO ONE is required to think, say, do or believe as you are choosing to nor as you would dictate they do. The only one you can control is yourself. In this respect, your mind and choices are the only things you have the power and control to change. It does not matter what anyone else would choose for themselves. All that matters is what you will choose for you. Your choices effect you and only you in the end. For it will be your choices you must live with and heal from eventually. Step back and contemplate these perspectives I am placing before you, of what you are dealing with in regards psychological indoctrination. I AM a Natural Mystic, Clear Open Trans Channel for Holy Spirit, and a Psychic Intuitive Empath. I was raised Catholic and left religion at age 14 after 14 years of molestations, exorcisms, rapes, canings, beatings, mental and emotional abuses. My family blindly believed the church when it deemed me as being evil and demon possessed. They used psychological indoctrination in myriad forms including torture to get me Continue Reading