A visual journey.

Hello world. The following was written 9/29/2016. In my mind’s eye, I am being shown two conical shaped copper coils. They are being entwined starting point to point until they are fully seated one within the other. The ends at the bottom of the coils are now being attached to the points sticking out at the center of the coils circles top and bottom. As the coils attach to the points I see an energy begin to flow around the outer ring at the top of the coil building up as it begins to cross the bridge to the central point in its center. This central point is representative of YOU. The image I am given is of an hourglass or of a Merkabah or Metatron’s Cube, except the materials used make it seem more round. Yet the purpose seems to be the same. The upper outer ring of the coil is a physical representation of, ALL THAT IS. As the energy builds it crosses a bridge to its central point, creating you. As you come into being you begin a journey down the spiral. Each step or level is a choice and decision you make to create a belief Continue Reading

Out of the chaos comes understanding.

Hello world. The following was written 09/29/2014. I hear the word Salvation and it means nothing to me. It has no value in my mind. It’s meaning has been thinned to a veils thinness. It’s meaning is hazy with no clear meaning other then what one puts to it. Divine purpose has more meaning to me. It says to me, I have purpose. There is a reason for my existence. My purpose, to heal myself and reach my Father with my brothers beside me. Not feeling the love this morning. Feeling very irritable and short tempered. I snapped at my cat to get the hell out of my way and from under my feet or I wasn’t going to care if I kicked him. Not sure what is going on. I feel tired and achy all over. I keep clenching my teeth too. Just feeling off center this morning. Not a happy Panda this morning at all. Wow I keep crying too. No reason for it. Dry eyed one second a waterfall the next. What the hell is happening to me? My mind is completely blank other then noticing what I am feeling physically. Holy Spirit, why am I bawling Continue Reading