What is my purpose here and why do we come together?

Hello world. The following was written 09/22/2014. I am contemplating what my purpose is and why it is we come together, in groups. Why do I feel compelled to continue down a path my brothers will judge me for choosing? Why come together and share what is experienced on my journey? Why do my brothers deny what it is I experience, as not being possible? Why do my brothers negate that which they have never experienced for themselves? Why do my brothers try to silence anyone who does not believe as they are choosing too? Taking a time out from Awakening Together for a minute or two. Not sure if it was a glitch or I was purposefully muted, after being asked to speak on the microphone. Whatever happened when I got on the mic was a trigger for me. It brought flash backs from my childhood I am looking at deeply. Instances of being shouted down, talked over, mouth taped shut, hand over my mouth, a pillow covering my face and generally ignored as being to stupid or unimportant. Everything happens for a reason. Holy Spirit, help me to see this differently. For, I no longer want this ache Continue Reading