Hello world. The following was written 7/18/2017. I find myself faced with questions from my brothers. They ask me how much money I charge and if I am seeking followers or to be a Guru. They ask me who my Guru is or what path I am following. They ask me to tell them what they should be reading, listening to or who they should follow. In all things they ask for my judgments and opinions as to what it is they should choose for themselves. A brother asks, “S R — Namaskar — To you & your guides? I have been deeply interested as to how you acquired this above average sight/ plus the judgmental system/ society? O did you know that the red Indians — were actually Indians who ventured our West of Bharat(India) some 5000 years ago. thus lovers of true nature & usefulness of nature for our close survival! perception/mis- Perceptions are everyday occurrences when with ppl but given a chance can be elevated persons / Devotee’s h b” My response, “In 2004 I was in an accident which had me bedridden for 8 months unable to move or do anything for myself. During this time I was informed by multiple doctors Continue Reading
I was seeing someone who was not there, staring back at me.
Hello world. The following was written 7/19/2015. I found myself staring at a reflection I did not recognize. I had donned a mask I hadn’t seen in many years. It had me mesmerized for I was seeing someone who was not there, staring back at me. Feeling kind of strange right now. I did something today I have not done in a very long time. I wore makeup. I did the whole thing too. Liquid foundation, cover up, powder, eye shadow, liner, mascara. I did it all. When I walked into the office and asked my Husband, Alex, how do I look, he says I look scary. He isn’t used to me wearing makeup. The most I usually do is lipstick. This did not give me much confidence. Of course I wasn’t quite done yet either. I asked him why am I scary looking. He said I had no color. I looked pale to him. HAHAHA! I had my foundation on and my eyes almost done. I had no blush or lipstick on yet. About 15 minutes later I finished up. I ask again how do I look. His answer, “I don’t know. I am not used to you wearing Continue Reading