Hello world. The following was written 6/20/2017. I have found myself having conversations of late with my brothers regarding closed groups, open groups, public posts, private posts, and open dialogues verses private messages. In each of these conversations my brothers bring up their fears. Fears of someone seeing whatever it is they may post and share if a group is open to the public. Fears what they post may cause upset. All of these things come from a fear of being judged and found wanting or lacking. They come from a belief someone else gets a say in who it is you choose to be and how you choose to express yourself. Our fear of judgment is the tool being used against us and by us. Every label we call ourselves by was handed to us by someone else. If one were to write down every label they name themselves to be they would be shown the things they think themselves to be. If one were to truly look at those labels, what do each of them have in common? First, they were handed to you by someone else. Second, each is a judgment and an opinion. Third, each label Continue Reading
The conflict is within you.
Hello world. The following was written 6/20/2016. There comes a point on ones journey when they are no longer the actor on the stage, but the observer in the audience. They are the one above the battle field, so to speak. For they have given up any thought to judge what they perceive. Instead they simply watch or observe. At times pointing out the fallacy of the beliefs which are being played out before them. Understanding the twisted thinking which is in play and the steps needed to undo this thinking as well. Offering the Truth of what is really at play beneath the waves. The demons below the surface are what is causing these tidal waves of pain and suffering. It is interesting how all want to shoot the messenger. When all the messenger does is bring the Truth you refuse to hear or see. You damn them to perdition thinking they attack. When in Truth you attack yourself in denial of the Truth they bring. The conflict is within you. It is eating at you from within. Because it is what you are choosing to believe in which is in question now. Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Continue Reading
Are the teachers teaching you how to be a victim?
Hello world. The following was written 6/20/2016. I AM that I AM. I am the Mother, willing to give her all for her children. Even if that all be her life. My rage at any who would dare to contemplate such a thing is paralleled by none. For the Righteous Fury which arises in me, shall vanquish all who willfully seek to harm another. I find myself in a barely controlled rage when I hear a self proclaimed teacher lie and manipulate those seeking answers. To dangle the carrot on the stick before them of enlightenment and an end to their pain and suffering. Only to reach into your pocket and clean out anything you may value therein. All the while stringing you along just to keep you paying them for some answer they do not know. They just want you to keep on believing they do. They intentionally seek out any who they believe they can manipulate to their will. Then try and destroy any relationship they may have to more fully have control over them. An example would be those telling my husband he needs to leave me, because I am controlling him and not allowing him to Continue Reading
When you judge, even your silent judgments are felt.
Hello world. The following was written 6/20/2015. I found myself contemplating the judgments being handed to me by my brothers. I was trying to understand what it was I was experiencing every time I would interact with certain people. Their judgments were felt fully without them even opening their mouths to say a word. I am reminded of the first ACIM teacher I tried to listen to and how she would deny she was holding a grudge against me. She did this until she could no longer do so. Sitting here contemplating some things. The immediate feeling of negativity which irrupts when I recognize I am being silently told I am not and will never be good enough for any reason. I am and will always be judge as unworthy by this person. I will never measure up to their standards or mental picture of perfection. As I look at what I am experiencing, I ask Holy Spirit what I am misperceiving. His answer is I am trying to believe their judgments of me as being true. Nothing I may do or not do will change how they perceive me. Yes, it may sadden me I am not being accepted Continue Reading