Hello world. The following was written 6/7/2015. Been having some interesting understandings of perceptions lately. I have found I do not like abuse of any sort. I especially do not like verbally mental and emotional abuses. Whenever someone is trying to give me advice I find myself reacting to it and them. As the words leave their mouths I find myself gagging, cringing, and wanting to just get away from them as fast as possible. In my mind I see them as an Abuser. An ABUSIVE person with one intent. To hurt and destroy me and anyone else they may get to listen to their judgments. Every word spoken is like a sledge hammer breaking bones. Breaking one bone at a time to cause the absolute most pain and suffering as possible. Every time I watch and listen to another giving advice and opinions about what they think a person should or should not do, I get sick to my stomach. In those moments they are not listening to hear where their brother is at. They are not there to actually help them in any way. In those moments they are only wanting to enlarge their own egos. They attack Continue Reading