Hello world. The following was written 6/30/2019. It has been awhile since I have shared where I am at on my own journey in the moment. Since June 7th I have been living in an RV with my Husband Alex and our animals. For the first two weeks we found ourselves shuffling from parking lot to parking lot dealing with issues with the RV, business and life in general. After spending the morning emptying our tanks and dealing with errands and business, we decided to spend the afternoon at the park two blocks from where we have lived for the last 12 years. Our goal to cook some food, walk our dog and look for a place to park our new home more permanently so we can deal with the stuff we need to purge from 20 years of personal and business accumulation that we had to put into storage. We arrived at Buchanan Park in Pittsburg, CA around two o’clock in the afternoon. We parked at the back of the lot in the ONLY place we would be out of the way of the flow of traffic taking up the least amount of parking spaces. Two to be exact. Continue Reading
We are only limited by what it is we choose to believe.
Hello world. The following was written 6/30/2016. My Guides are explaining something to me. Your transcendental experience is as simple as an out of body or near death experience. I have had many of those. I have seen the Beings who stand around watching and guiding us in every moment. In each experience I was given a choice to stay in this life or continue on to another. They were exit points I set up for me if my journey became to much for me based on the amount of trauma I experienced. All were part of the contract I created of what it was I wanted to experience in emotions and manifestation, so Master the ability of. These experiences have been and can be described. I have stood beside Holy Spirit and my Guides looking at the experiences of my past as an observer outside of my body. I have heard the words and seen the Truths They would show me of my choices to experience what I do. I have also seen what many call Heaven. It is no more than an extension or layer above this one. It has been and can be described if one chooses Continue Reading
You are always worthy, no matter what another chooses to believe.
Hello world. The following was written 6/29/2018. I had a brother share where they are at on their journey. What they shared was the perspective and understanding of how they will never be good enough and will always be judged as lacking by those around them. What came through is the pain and suffering they are experiencing at this belief they are not Worthy. What another is expressing does not define you. You are always worthy no matter what another chooses to believe. A brother shares, “I’m always either used, replaced or forgotten. I understand that. But what I don’t understand is why. I always try my hardest to make other people happy, and to mean something to them. But it never works. I’m always worth shit to everyone, every time.” My response, “Hello brother. On ones journey they will find themselves faced with a recognition no matter what they do, they do not get the validation for their existence from anyone outside of them. All they seem to receive out there in the world, are judgmental recriminations they would dare to exist. One will find themselves stepping away, from those Beings and the box they would place them in. Continue Reading
Feeling angry at the mind screw I was put through.
Hello world. The following was written 6/29/2014. I just finished doing the workbook section of A Course in Miracles, with a “teacher” who was not who they professed themselves to be. When I would ask if they were upset with me, they would say no. If I would share my own experiences and the understandings I was getting, they would tell me I was wrong and confused. Telling me I did not know what I was talking about, while stating they were the teacher. This caused me so much internal angst, pain and suffering I truly thought I was loosing my mind. I was being given visions, hearing Voiceless Voices, feeling the emotions, pain and suffering of those around me. When I would share this I was told I needed to seek medical help and get on some pills. They would negate my natural psychic abilities as a deficiency needing to be eradicated. Because I perceived differently, I was broken and needed to be fixed in their mind. This caused me to step away from them and anyone else who would try to enclose me into a box of their making. When I walked away I began to recognize how Continue Reading
Our judgments torment us from within, as we project them out on the world before us.
Hello world. The following was written 6/28/2017. I am looking at these abilities I am given, as I walk this journey. I am looking at how I was trained to believe the things I am able to do, are evil, come from Satan, the Devil, Lucifer and I must be worshiping evil to do the things I do. I am looking at the beliefs I once held, God was just as limited as I once believed I was. Everything God may do, I to am able to do, for God is within me as I AM within God. God is a part of me, for I am a part of God. We are one and the same, as my brothers are one and the same as myself, so they a part of God, as am I. Each of us are created in God’s image. This makes each of us a God. Each of us have the power to create through manifestation. This understanding has opened a door for me to be able to accept who I am, as I am without judgment. To see how every experience is for my benefit and through me all of Humanity. What I experience Continue Reading
Pranked from the other side.
Hello world. The following was written 6/28/2015. My Husband and I were listening to a program called Channeling Erik. We were experiencing a lot of different things happening around us. The sound of BB’s hitting the tile floor in the hallway. The smell of rotten eggs. Cold patches. Things disappearing, then reappearing somewhere else. Videos stopping and starting on their own in answer to questions we are asking. Tapping on ones shoulder or a tugging of the hair to get ones attention. Phone calls with no one there. We had an interesting morning this morning. At 5:11 AM a smoke alarm went off in another bedroom waking my husband and I up. After a few seconds it stopped and we fell back asleep. A little while later it went off again. I am guessing it was around 6:11 AM. Then we found ourselves awake instantly at 7:11 AM. Later this morning around 10 AM, my phone rang and both of the lines were showing as being active. I answered the business line first. No one was there. I hung up and then answered the home line. Once again no one was there. I walked into my office and saw the Continue Reading
To believe we are required to think like you, is not only insane, but entirely delusional.
Hello world. The following was written 6/27/2018. Three days ago I shared an article titled, “You have been lost in the darkness for way to long Humanity.”. The following was a dialogue with a brother who is experiencing extreme cognitive dissonance to the point of stating if I do not agree with them I am against them. They hold a belief others must conform to what they are choosing for themselves. Brother one states, “ B.S. never was there a action taken, to separate children from parente all on the treasonous, cowardly traitor dRUMPf. As far as the fake faux noise and friends, briebart info wars, and the cooks alike the debunked 1000 times over, the proven almost as ridiculous as the uneducated, that keep spewing it. Like if you keep repeating the lie, it magically makes it sound true. Not going to work.” My response, “Triggered much?” Brother one responds, “Connect the dots, really? If they had any such evidence, they would have used it, with their fake fabricated evidence they were caught on.” My response, “Maybe I should have asked if you are confused much instead?” Brother one responds, “Well the question is who is confused here. Just Continue Reading
Their judgments of you have no merit or meaning, until YOU CHOOSE to accept them as being true for you.
Hello world. The following was written 6/26/2018. A brother shared how they are being labeled as a racist based on the color of their skin, by people they have known for some time. How the judgments of others, is causing them upset, pain and suffering. How they are not understanding where these judgments are coming from or why they are even being propagated. The following was what they had shared and my response to it. A brother shares, “I am not racist by all means but it seems that people that I’ve considered my friends at one point in time or another always throwing shit up about white people like tf i didn’t ask to be white an shit is that how u feel about me. So over this racist bs everyone entertains it an keeps it going an for what tho.” My response, “Humanity has been trained from birth to see differences in each other. They have been trained to seek outside of themselves for validation, acceptance and approval from everyone around them. They are taught to perceive differences between themselves and the people standing next to them. They are taught to perceive and believe in lies. Every difference Continue Reading
In every moment YOU define you.
Hello world. The following was written 6/27/2017. Hearing my brothers calls for love this morning regarding the things they experience and witness their brothers experiencing and the deep emotional pain being carried by them about it all has my Guides asking me to share more of my own journey to healing. I am to start with this. To whom it may concern, Whatever you have experienced at the hands of another does not and will not ever define you. You are not your body, but the soul within it. No amount of rapes, molestations, beatings, mental and emotional abuses will ever define you in any way. No accidents, scars, lost limbs will ever define you. No one may define who you are, but you. It is your own judgments and opinions of yourself which matters and will ever matter. Consider everything you believe to be true about you. All the things you believe define you. Every one of those are a judgment and opinion handed to you by someone else. We mimic our family and their judgments of what they believe to be true. Accepting them blindly as our own never questioning them. None of you have done anything wrong. Continue Reading
The Package Deal and Relationships.
Hello world. The following was written 6/26/2016. Most of Humanity can wrap their minds around the concept and understanding when you have children and someone wants to start a relationship with you, your children are and will be part of the relationship. If the person seeking this connection will not accept your children, then they are not going to accept you either. In those situations most will walk away. They recognize the acceptance of all aspects of themselves and their lives must be accepted or there is no chance for complete unity. It really seems like a no brainier. If you do not accept my children, then you do not accept me. Now consider your relationship with your spouse or life partner. When you join in union with another you are telling the Universe you are now committing to becoming One Being. One Being with One Heart and One Mind, the single goal to love and support each other unconditionally no matter the circumstances you may go through. To place the relationship between you at the top of all other relationships, friendships, old and new. Understanding what effects you also effects the companion you share your life with. Whatever the Continue Reading