I am not able to drag you kicking and screaming into the Light.

Hello world. The following was written 5/24/2017. Years ago my Husband Alex and I read a book called, A Course In Miracles. It arrived in our mailbox anonymously. After doing the course we were guided to start sharing the book’s lessons and the correlating text with our personal experiences being used as the contextual basis of deeper understanding of when, where, how, why, and what we chose and how to heal it all. My Husband, Alex and I have been sharing on social media platforms such as facebook, Gab and other platforms what our Guides would have us share regarding our personal experiences. My Guides tell me to lay the Truth before my brothers and allow them to choose if they want it for themselves. I share the Truth as it has been shown to me without fluffing it up or toning it down in any way. I share openly, honestly and authentically all aspects of my own journey and that which I have learned on it and through it. I hide nothing and hold nothing back. I speak of rapes, molestations, beatings, exorcisms, verbal, mental and emotional abuses and deaths I have personally experienced. I speak of being bedridden Continue Reading

No one can do YOUR inner work for you.

Hello world. The following was written 5/24/2017. Everything I share are the experiential aspects of my own personal journey, with the lessons I have learned through them. I am not able to read much of anything out there in the world. I happen to be severely dyslexic. God has used my learning disability to keep me from fogging up my mind with the lies my brothers are mired in today. Something I have learned is, I do not know what will be best for my brothers, or for myself. I have learned to stop judging and giving advice as to what I am thinking and believing to be right or wrong for anyone or anything anymore. Instead what I am now guided to do is share the understandings I am given from my own personal experiences with the lessons I have learned. I am to share my experiences and how my perspectives have shifted so changed. Nothing more and nothing less. It is this extension which will be and is of value to all. I am told by my Guides what I am sharing is a different perspective with which to view a situation, the world, my brothers and myself Continue Reading

There comes a point on ones journey when they are REQUIRED to STAND UP for themselves.

Hello world. The following was written 5/23/2020. I was thrown in FB Jail for stating the obvious. What three people are doing is considered Cyber Stalking. I started doing some research into who these three are, based on the crap they are saying and doing. Now I can dox them and post everything I found on the web as is my right seeing as how they were and have been attacking me. There is nothing illegal in researching those who are being abusive to you. Yet, my Husband tempers my Scorpio tendencies to go for the jugular here. Be very grateful for this. There comes a point on ones journey when they are REQUIRED to STAND UP for themselves. They do this by STANDING in their LIGHT OF TRUTH no matter what it is another is choosing for themselves. No matter what they MUST choose to Stand Up for themselves. Even if it means taking legal actions against those abusing you. I learned this lesson at the age of 14 when I had to stand up to 5 separate psychiatrists and refused to agree with their judgments I asked for it, deserved it, should have stayed silent and was lying Continue Reading

There are no strangers.

Hello world. The following was written 5/23/2017. My brothers share their tribulations at being judged for everything they think, say and do while also judging those judging them for the exact same things. It is a vicious cycle being repeated on a subconscious level most are not aware of. Most have not stopped to ask themselves where these beliefs have come from or why it is they have chosen to accept them for themselves. All they know is fear is the catalyst driving them to respond as they do. A brother shares, “Don’t show friendliness to strangers, especially by words, it’s harmful for you, for your self-respect. People do not trust each other, misunderstanding is sure to occur. They insult you if you don’t behave properly like a good stranger.” My response, “Something to consider, is YOU seem to be holding onto a lot of judgments about what is or is not supposed to be happening to you and around you. How everyone and everything are supposed to be, including yourself. As our brother has stated, “there are no strangers.” Every single Being on this planet is connected one unto the other. The only thing which separates us are our Continue Reading

Deep

Hello world. The following was written 5/23/2015. Into the deep will I dive. Not a thought or emotion will be contrived. The hidden triggers do I seek. Their painful claws which make me weep. These judgments I was taught to take. Then to own and even make. Believing what is said is true. Eats at the very heart of you. Everything you think you perceive. Is a lie you were taught to believe. To judge each other as if it were true. What anyone may think of you. What they think it is they perceive. Is for them to deal with internally. Their conflict has nothing to do with you. Do not try to own what does not belong to you. Let them stew in their misery. Do not give them your company. Judgments are all they know to do. Reasoning with them is impossible too. Until they are willing to look and see. The pattern repeats eternally. Diving deep into you. To see what it is that you do. To heal these things only you can see. When you look with Holy Spirit internally. Working the process only you can do. Diving deep into healing. Sharing the lessons in Continue Reading