Hello world. The following was written 5/1/2011. Fire, smoke, screams. The sounds of metal on metal. The searing of flesh. Swerving and diving to avoid clashing. Mouth watering, stomach clenching. Time stands still. Two come at you from different directions. Anticipation bubbles. You’re poised for attack. You hear a question. Pepper? Sabrina Reyenga Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
I have always wondered how I would react if I saw a man hurting a woman after all the shit I have been through personally, tonight I got my answer.
Hello world. The following was written 4/30/2017. This has been one hell of an interesting night. Around 12:30 AM I heard hollering and scuffling in front of my house and a woman crying out in pain and hollering at a guy to stop hitting her. I looked out my window to see her trying to run away from him across the street. I turn on my porch light and walk out to the street to see them under the street light in the neighbors yard across the street. He has her by the hair and is punching her in the head yelling at her. Without thought I find myself moving towards them yelling at him to get his hands off of her. To which he starts talking shit to me as he is dragging her away by her jacket and hair. Telling me he is going to beat my ass. My response was to tell him come on. I would kick his ass. Men like him are pussies. Any man that hits a woman is a pussy. His ass started running dragging her with him. Five minutes later I see patrol cars going through the neighborhood looking for this couple. Continue Reading
I have always had a huge problem accepting compliments of any kind.
Hello world. The following was written 4/30/2015. When I woke up this morning I began my normal routine. I got up and used the bathroom, then went to help make coffee. I then sat at the computer in the office and began checking my business emails. We have been doing contract work for about 7 to 8 years now for a couple of companies. As the workload has increased over the years scheduling and communicating with the different people involved has become more and more complex. At the beginning of the year Alex and I discussed the issues happening and the frustrations everyone was running into. Because of the problems everyone was having, Alex inquired if he could have me contact the end users to schedule the appointments to free him to focus solely on the work. Since I started doing this work the communication lines have opened fully for everyone. So much so Alex and I have both been receiving a lot of praise lately. One of the Heads of management actually sent me a very nice email last night in regards this stuff. I was able to schedule a three person move for two locations so all work Continue Reading
The more judgmental we are, the more we try to control those around us.
Hello world. The following was written 4/30/2017. A brother asks, “Has anyone been losing their appetite lately? Do you not feel the need to eat?” My response, “Around 2006 I started eating organic when my body started to shut down after a motorcycle accident. I had to change everything I took in to organic and holistic. I started using medical cannabis in lieu of the opiates I was on when I changed my food intake. Since doing so I have lost over 100 lbs. and two shoe sizes. I find I eat maybe once or twice a day, usually an evening or midday meal. In the last two or three years I find myself less and less hungry. My Guides are saying I am no longer in an energetic state of taking. I have switched to a state of giving instead, so I need less to sustain me than I needed before when I would constantly be taking from my brothers. What I mean by this can be explained in a movie called, “The Celestine Prophecy”. We have an energetic bubble around each of us many call an aura. Our judgments and intentions are felt through the aura by those Continue Reading
Figure out who created the term, and you will understand what they labeled as lies was the Truth to hide it.
Hello world. The following was written 04/30/2020. Figure out who created the term and definition of Conspiracy Theorist, and you will understand what they labeled, as lies was the Truth to hide it and discredit it, so the populous would ignore it and denounce anyone who speaks of it. The use of Conspiracy Theorist was the first trials of MK Ultra’s Mockingbird Program on the population to control and manipulate what they thought, said, did and perceived. They used ones own mind and emotions against them through the fear of being judged insane, mental and delusional. I will make this easy for you. It was the CIA who created the term and its definition. They used it to discredit anyone and everyone who witnessed, experienced or had evidence of aliens or Extraterrestrials from outer space during the Roswell Incident of 1947. They started the MK Ultra projects in the early 20’s and 30’s using it on psychology students, inmates and medical patients with mental health issues. It is how we got people such as Jeffrey Dahmer. It is amazing the information one can find when they start questioning the narratives and begin seeking the Truth above all else. When one Continue Reading
Connect the Dots!
Hello world. The following was written 4/29/2015. Holy Spirit would love for you all to play a game with Him this day. I began to seek out the experiences within me with Holy Spirit so I could heal. Holy Spirit chose to make a game of it for me so it was easier for me to comprehend what He was asking me do at the time. Holy Spirit would give me visions to accompany the lessons he was teaching me. Holy Spirit speaks, “Connect the Dots! Come one, come all, it is time to play a game. The game is called connect the dots. One at a time as these thoughts cross your mind see how they manifest into these things you cannot seem to resist. The pain and suffering continues to burst upon you without sign of stopping any time soon in sight. What is it you are believing in as Truth here? If it is causing you pain why are you believing in it?” As I walk the labyrinth of my mind each thought is a step into the center. Each thought is a step back to finding my center of being. Of learning who I AM and Continue Reading
The Purpose of the Teacher!
Hello world. The following was written 4/29/2017. I was tagged in a conversation by my Husband Alex on a friends post. I read the comments being made to the post and started gagging in response to what I was witnessing being said. I found myself responding where my Husband tagged me about what was being experienced. This kicked off a whole slew of dialogue with some very interesting points being made by my guides when they were asked a direct question. The following was their response to a brothers questions after this statement was made by me after receiving a nudge from Maitland who is one of Jaime Butler’s Guides. My response, “What you choose to assume is on you. Try asking a question and clarity may be given up front. When you asked I answered. Just remember the quality of the question asked will reflect the quality of the answer being given.” (Thank you Maitland!) A brother asks, “Whats your guides’ beef with gurus and wannabe gurus about, and how does this relate to ACIM?” My Guides response, “The purpose of the teacher is to help the student surpass the teacher in understanding so they turn inward and seek Continue Reading