Hello world. The following was written on 5/31/2020. Humanity, if you want to stop the negativity, violence, and garbage from coming into your lives then stop seeking it out. Day in and day out I see my brothers, the media and world governments share or report the basest, cruelest, and most disheartening garbage put out there. Then they sit there complaining about how horrid their lives and the world are becoming. Humanity, you reap what you sow. You have two choices here. Seek out what’s good, loving, and filled with hope or look for horrid, bad, and ugly. It is a choice and you have to choose which one you want. It is your choice. Your decision to stay in hell. Just understand why it is I will not be staying there with you. I am choosing differently. All must learn to discern when it is time to CUT TIES and WALK AWAY. Allow those who choose to believe what the government and media tell them, to believe as they are choosing to, for they are allowed to do so. Those who seek Truth above all else shall see the writing on the wall. All of you know what you Continue Reading
In my defenselessness my safety lies.
Hello world. The following was written 5/29/2017. Something to consider, an attack is a belief in a “JUDGMENT” which is handed out and “ACCEPTED” by the ones witnessing it as being the Truth. As being something which defines them, their brothers, and the world. It is the belief something has gone wrong which is at the core of the issue here. A belief a correction needs to be made through judgments and the acceptance of judgments and opinions as being what is true as defining us, our brothers and the world itself. It is the belief judgments are true. In those moments the one judging is believing they know what is right and best for themselves and their brothers. They believe they would and could know better than God. The ones witnessing these “attacks” are believing it and accepting the judgments being handed out are true and are choosing to believe in them. It is this choice they are making to believe in those judgments which is causing the conflict within them which has manifested all the pain and suffering they are experiencing in the moment. They are choosing to believe their brother knows better than God what is best Continue Reading
MY Sovereignty, is ALSO my Brother’s Sovereignty.
Hello world. The following was written 5/28/2018. On May 1st I had two separate dreams were I had Beings “invite me” to join them in the “Middle Earth”. The first group to approach me were around a campfire. They told me “The Event” has already started. They said there was not much time left. Would I come with them to the Inner Earth. I would not be able to come back, contact or see my loved ones ever again. They tender their invitation with conditions using a catalyst of fear to prompt a fear driven reaction for ones safety to comply immediately and go with them. Problem is they underestimate our emotional responses to love and those items or Beings we feel responsible for such as our children, spouses, pets and what we feel is our purpose here. My response was a no thank you, I need to get to my Husband. An older man who was tall, skinny, scruffy and dirty spoke then as he reached out to wrap his arm around my shoulders. He said, “Since the Event has already started Sweet Heart, you may as well stay with us now. We will keep you safe.” I felt Continue Reading
Inside of Me
Hello world. The following was written 5/28/2014. My mind twists and turns. My throat fills with an acid burn. Fear and guilt an emotional blur. The wrongs I perceive have never occurred. Yet my child’s mind cannot perceive. The holy and good inside of me. The judgments of those who care for me. Are what I am taught to only perceive. I feel the Truth deep inside. Being told what to feel is only a lie. The twisted thinking they do not perceive. This is what they would have me believe. Holy Spirit I ask that you come to my aide. The Ego’s thinking gets in my way. Thinking by pushing them far away. I will be safe wherever I stay. I look for your Truth inside of me. The pure and innocent Truth of me. The fearful lies in others I see. As a reflection of what’s been told to me. I see these as no longer true. I see them as the Ego’s glue. To keep us blind in misery. To keep us from the Truth we seek. Lord, I give myself into your care. Filled with love I need to share. I ask you now to help Continue Reading
Each time you seek outside of you in a another, you hand away your ability to be Self Governing.
Hello world. The following was written 5/26/2018. A brother asks, “How many of you hate me because of my nationality, religion and skin color? Please be honest with me and let me know the reason. Would you ever consider me as your friend if you would have seen me directly and had face to face conversation?” My response, “Brother ask me your questions out in the open for all to witness. I do not participate in private messaging, phone calls or video chats with my brothers. What is of benefit to one is of benefit to all. I do not judge anyone based on their skin color, religious beliefs, sexual orientations or their political views. In all things I use discernment to look below the surface of what is being presented to the Soul within the shell. How one acts or responds to a situation and those around them speaks far louder than anything they say or try to present to those watching and listening. I see the Truth buried beneath and behind the false facades and masks my brothers wear and place before them for their brothers to perceive them to be. I witness the Truth of who they Continue Reading
I asked God and Holy Spirit why I have not been healed of the dyslexia.
Hello world. The following was written 5/25/2015. I found myself sitting in stillness and silence yesterday. Contemplating my Son and other family members serving in our military. My Husband, Alex’s post and many other things said by my brothers. The judgment I am not a Course student because I have not read or listened to the text. The blatant attacking of me and others for whatever our paths may be. As I contemplated these things I asked God and Holy Spirit why I have been healed of Cancers, diabetes and so many other physical ailments, yet I have not been healed of my dyslexia. I asked why is it my brothers are unwilling to accept everything exactly as it is without judgment. Holy Spirit’s answer was to tell me to look for a story of the littlest angel. As I read the story Holy Spirit explained to me all of us are the littlest angel. Each of us have gifts and abilities others may or may not share. Each of us are unique. We have our strengths and weaknesses. When we come together we balance each other. My brothers refusal to accept me as I am is because of their Continue Reading
I am not able to drag you kicking and screaming into the Light.
Hello world. The following was written 5/24/2017. Years ago my Husband Alex and I read a book called, A Course In Miracles. It arrived in our mailbox anonymously. After doing the course we were guided to start sharing the book’s lessons and the correlating text with our personal experiences being used as the contextual basis of deeper understanding of when, where, how, why, and what we chose and how to heal it all. My Husband, Alex and I have been sharing on social media platforms such as facebook, Gab and other platforms what our Guides would have us share regarding our personal experiences. My Guides tell me to lay the Truth before my brothers and allow them to choose if they want it for themselves. I share the Truth as it has been shown to me without fluffing it up or toning it down in any way. I share openly, honestly and authentically all aspects of my own journey and that which I have learned on it and through it. I hide nothing and hold nothing back. I speak of rapes, molestations, beatings, exorcisms, verbal, mental and emotional abuses and deaths I have personally experienced. I speak of being bedridden Continue Reading
No one can do YOUR inner work for you.
Hello world. The following was written 5/24/2017. Everything I share are the experiential aspects of my own personal journey, with the lessons I have learned through them. I am not able to read much of anything out there in the world. I happen to be severely dyslexic. God has used my learning disability to keep me from fogging up my mind with the lies my brothers are mired in today. Something I have learned is, I do not know what will be best for my brothers, or for myself. I have learned to stop judging and giving advice as to what I am thinking and believing to be right or wrong for anyone or anything anymore. Instead what I am now guided to do is share the understandings I am given from my own personal experiences with the lessons I have learned. I am to share my experiences and how my perspectives have shifted so changed. Nothing more and nothing less. It is this extension which will be and is of value to all. I am told by my Guides what I am sharing is a different perspective with which to view a situation, the world, my brothers and myself Continue Reading
There comes a point on ones journey when they are REQUIRED to STAND UP for themselves.
Hello world. The following was written 5/23/2020. I was thrown in FB Jail for stating the obvious. What three people are doing is considered Cyber Stalking. I started doing some research into who these three are, based on the crap they are saying and doing. Now I can dox them and post everything I found on the web as is my right seeing as how they were and have been attacking me. There is nothing illegal in researching those who are being abusive to you. Yet, my Husband tempers my Scorpio tendencies to go for the jugular here. Be very grateful for this. There comes a point on ones journey when they are REQUIRED to STAND UP for themselves. They do this by STANDING in their LIGHT OF TRUTH no matter what it is another is choosing for themselves. No matter what they MUST choose to Stand Up for themselves. Even if it means taking legal actions against those abusing you. I learned this lesson at the age of 14 when I had to stand up to 5 separate psychiatrists and refused to agree with their judgments I asked for it, deserved it, should have stayed silent and was lying Continue Reading
There are no strangers.
Hello world. The following was written 5/23/2017. My brothers share their tribulations at being judged for everything they think, say and do while also judging those judging them for the exact same things. It is a vicious cycle being repeated on a subconscious level most are not aware of. Most have not stopped to ask themselves where these beliefs have come from or why it is they have chosen to accept them for themselves. All they know is fear is the catalyst driving them to respond as they do. A brother shares, “Don’t show friendliness to strangers, especially by words, it’s harmful for you, for your self-respect. People do not trust each other, misunderstanding is sure to occur. They insult you if you don’t behave properly like a good stranger.” My response, “Something to consider, is YOU seem to be holding onto a lot of judgments about what is or is not supposed to be happening to you and around you. How everyone and everything are supposed to be, including yourself. As our brother has stated, “there are no strangers.” Every single Being on this planet is connected one unto the other. The only thing which separates us are our Continue Reading