Hello world. The following was written 4/28/2018. Today I found myself being guided to join a closed group. I posted the following to help my brothers comprehend where I am at and am coming from. “Thank you all for sharing where you are at on your journeys to healing and understanding who you are and are meant to be. Nothing is as it may seem. The filters that have been placed before you are held in place on a subliminal level. Each one has been taught to you by someone else just as it was taught to them and the ones before them. You were taught to mimic those around you for acceptance and approval. Their anger, disappointments, judgments and opinions were the tools being used on you to manipulate you to their way of thinking, perceiving and believing. They did this unconsciously and unknowingly for they too did as you have chosen to do. Like you they too chose to blindly follow and believe what was being taught to them was the Truth. Taught someone else had authority over them and they were required to accept the judgments, opinions and dictates being handed to them without question. All of Continue Reading
A Window View
Hello world. The following was written 4/28/2015. Been up for a little over an hour so far. Alex left for work about 30 minutes ago. Been having some interesting things happening the last couple of days. Holy Spirit has had me sitting in stillness and silence. Yesterday morning I was sitting on my patio and watched my hands adjusting the lap blanket I was using. As I was watching my hands I realized I had no idea what they were doing. I had no thoughts going through my mind. It was as if my body was moving around and I was just watching it all. Very surreal feeling. It continues as I am watching a light pattern on the ground. The feeling is similar to tunnel vision or even vertigo without the dizziness. I felt like I was looking out a very small window and was only able to see so far to each side in a slow moving car or something. So far I have had this experience of being separated from the body and just observing it a few times. Each time they seem a bit longer and stronger too. Sounds even seem distant. There is no fear Continue Reading