Hello world. The following was written 4/2/2018. I shared a post this morning from two years ago called, “How have you been conforming on your journey?” Within a few minutes of me posting it a brother responded with a question asking me if I had healed from the experiences. I had responded I had healed all of it in 2014 after doing the ACIM workbook for a year. I explained I started my journey in 2004 when I wrecked a motorcycle. I explained how ACIM was a “finishing school” for me in understanding the psychology behind the way I and my brothers have been trained to think, believe and perceive. In seeing how this training happened I was shown the way to reverse it completely so one may take back their Sovereignty of Being and Free Will to be Self Governing so Self Reliant as God created us to be. While in the middle of this dialogue my post was deleted from the group it had been shared in. Whoever chose to delete the ongoing conversation was choosing to remove an opportunity for healing for their brothers. Even though the group states it is a public open group the actions Continue Reading
How have you been conforming on your journey?
Hello world. The following was written 4/2/2016. I can pinpoint the exact moment I made the choice and decision to believe I was unworthy of love, affection, physical touch, and humane treatment. The moment I chose to believe I deserved everything I was experiencing and going through on my journey. I was 9 months old. I judged myself in those moments based off of my circumstances and those around me. Their treatment of me is how I perceived myself. I choose to believe their judgments and opinions of me and the things being done to me defined me. Things like rapes, beatings, molestation, and general cruelties done with intent to punish and separate. I can also pin the exact moment I made the choice and decision to believe if I was fat it would get them to stop touching me and visiting me. If I was fat I would no longer be attractive to them. I was three years old. This affected the way I started to consume food. I became chubby. At age nine I chose to believe I was doing something wrong. Because the rapes began in strength. I chose to believe I must not be fat enough Continue Reading