Day: March 31, 2022

Hello world. The following was written 3/31/2018. I found myself responding to a brothers comment telling me what they think I need to do on a post I had shared from two years ago talking about contemplating ones responsibility for the choices they make to believe. The following was their comment and my response. My brother states, “Please review chapter 27 of the text entitled the healing of the dream. slowly. one section per day. I believe this will help you get a perspective that you can live with. I bless you on your journey.” My response, “You assume I have not already done so brother. You judge and assume you know what I should or should not be doing here and that I am holding a misconception and doing something wrong. Look in the mirror little one. You need to recognize your presumptions coming from your egoistic mind and stop shoving your shit down another’s throat. Hopefully I am being BLUNT enough to get your attention and anyone else’s who would presume to try telling me I need to follow what they dictate. I am not here to follow you into the pit of hell you have created. I Continue Reading

Hello world. The following was written 3/31/2016. In everything we are and have been taught to judge. To negate what we experience is a choice we make. Everything we experience is for our benefit and the benefit of Humanity as a whole. Pointing fingers and placing blame helps no one heal. This kind of thinking is what caused me to get cancers and other diseases. I had to come to this understanding myself. I had to look at every rape, beating, exorcism and molestation I endured and recognize I CHOSE what it was I was believing in those moments. The reactions of those around me where somehow my fault. Until I willingly looked at these beliefs and the experiences I have had without judging them, I could not heal. I could not heal myself or anyone else until I decided to choose differently this time. To stop believing in whatever is being said to me as being the Truth. To look at everything I have experienced and see what it was I was thinking, feeling emotionally, and feeling physically in those moments. To see how each one is connected to what I am believing in to be true. To recognize Continue Reading

Hello world. The following was written 3/31/2014. Sometimes we get a very rude awakening. Like realizing that you really aren’t of import to anyone in the world. If you were to die today, you wouldn’t be missed very much. Proof of this, I just spent a year with a group of people. I have been gone 2 months and not one of them even realize it. Then I think about it and think to myself, I shouldn’t expect anything else in this fucked up world. People only see and hear what they want to see and hear. Especially when the teacher tells you that everything is in your own head and you are imagining it all, only to admit they were holding a grudge against you the entire time. Karma is a bitch. Don’t tell me it’s all in my head and I am imagining it all, then tell me you WERE holding a grudge. I have been mind fucked one time to many in my life to let that shit continue. I know the Truth about you. I see you truly. Eventually the others will too and when they do, Karma all the way. In my heart I am Continue Reading

Hello world. The following was written 3/30/2022. I shared the following this morning which brought forth a responses from a couple of brothers which pointed out exactly what I initially shared. Woke up today not wanting to help others heal. Woke up wanting to end this journey of experiencing others pain. Woke up angry and frustrated! ​If all I experience is pain, suffering and it isn’t my own, why keep going? 15 years of censorship and shadow banning. For what? I’m done! Brother one responds, “Your soul has chosen it for some reason. Find out why” My response, “As a Spiritual Healer, Hands on Healer, Psychic Intuitive Empath, Clear Open Trans Channel and Spiritual Writer I have spent the last 15 years sharing my journey of healing multiple cancers and other diseases without medications or surgeries. During these 15 years I have been shadow banned and censored on ALL PLATFORMS so my brothers cannot see what I share. I have been homeless and penniless for the last 4 years struggling to feed myself. I experience the mental, emotional and physical pain and suffering of others within my own body as if it is my own. I AM literally walking in Continue Reading

Hello world. The following was written 03/30/2020. I had a brother share a video of David Wilcock today asking what we thought of that which was shared. I found myself sharing the perspective of understanding Holy Spirit was showing me in the following channeling. A lot of what David Wilcock shares has merit and Truth to it. Mixed in with that which he shared is misinformation he himself has not yet recognized as being inaccurate. There are a lot of Beings, groups and Individuals sharing what they experience and the information they find on their journeys of being researchers. For that is what these Beings are, Researches. They bring forth the information and it is up to us to weed out the disinfo. Holy Spirit states, “Drop two feet from thy head to thy heart. That which is Truth shall resonate there in the heart area for you. That which sounds good to thy head shall mislead you in discerning Fact from Fiction or Truth from Lie. Humanity must unlearn that which they have learned here on their journeys. They must willingly do this unlearning for themselves and by themselves. For they are the only ones who know what it Continue Reading