Hello world. The following was written 3/16/2015. I have been going through my closet and clearing out anything that no longer fits me. I did this about 2 years ago. At the time I had been losing weight and had plateaued around 180–190 lbs. I had gone from a 26–28 in dresses or 275 lbs. to a size 16–18 in dresses or 180 lbs. I have stayed there for 2 years. I am now losing weight again and am now at 168 lbs. Other than a handful of items everything I own is falling off me literally. I just earned a little bit of spending money a few weeks ago. Now I can do some much needed shopping for clothes. I have a problem though. I hate shopping for anything. My joy for shopping died long ago when I was faced with nothing but judgments, recriminations and nasty looks from those around me in the stores. I understand why I have hated shopping. For many years it was a depressing, fearful, humiliating experience. Each time I needed to get new clothes I would have to get larger and larger sizes. I remember the degradation I felt at my largest. Barely Continue Reading
I feel your mental, emotional and physical pain.
Hello world. The following was written 03/20/2020. Something to think on my brothers. Before this virus was announced the world was experiencing mass protests in every single country that was initially hit. These numbers being reported seem skewed, because they are. No one seems to be dying from any of the countless health issues Humanity has been dealing with for decades, even since time began. No one seems to be dying from heart attacks, drowning, car accidents, cancers, surgeries or anything else. It seems the only thing killing Humanity is a lab made virus according to the governments and mass media. How do you silence and remove those who stand against you with no one asking any questions? How do you get rid of the masses fighting against you with no one asking any questions? How do you take back control and have your people begging you to save them, from you? You tell them there is a pandemic. You create mass fear so they conform and comply willingly if unknowingly with their own imprisonment and murder. You tell them you have a vaccine to cure them. Never telling them that implanted in that vaccine is also the devices or Continue Reading
How we as Individuals are co-creating this reality and how do we change it?
Hello world. The following was written 3/15/2018. Last night I found myself channeling as I was listening to Fade to Black. The topics last night were myriad. The conversation spanned the paranormal, UFO’s, aliens, ancient civilizations, psychology and the world in general. Some of the items touched on were meditation, psychological brainwashing or programming, controlled manipulations and the propaganda pushing an agenda of victim hood and fear. The first question the guest had asked about is, how we as Individuals are co-creating this reality and how do we change it? The following was the channeling that came through as the conversation transpired. The answer to his question would be to look within at your own choices to think and believe as you do. We co-create this reality on an Individual level. We are trained to think, believe and perceive ourselves and everyone and everything through and egoistic thought system. This thought system is passed on from one generation to the next through the beliefs the family unit and their society has chosen for themselves. As the Individual looks within at their own choices to believe, they are given an opportunity to see the Truth of their own choices. When they Continue Reading
An Open Letter to Humanity.
Hello world. The following was written 8/17/2017. Enough! Enough already! Sit down and shut up! Lace your fingers together and place them over your mouths and listen. Listen to hear and not respond. Everything that is happening or has happened is for your benefit. Everything that has been playing out has been created so you may understand who you are and what you want to be. Everything you think you know and believe in to be true has been taught to you by someone else just as it was taught to them and the ones who came before them. Taught every judgment handed to us is the absolute Truth. Taught those who say they have authority have a right to judge you and punish you. Taught they will know what is best for you. What you have been taught to do is to see yourself as a victim of the world you perceive. Taught you are always wrong, bad, evil or need to conform to someone else’s beliefs of who or what you should be in any given moment. Taught you need to get permission for anything you would choose to do or be. My brothers, you have been taught Continue Reading