Hello world. The following was written 3/31/2018. I found myself responding to a brothers comment telling me what they think I need to do on a post I had shared from two years ago talking about contemplating ones responsibility for the choices they make to believe. The following was their comment and my response. My brother states, “Please review chapter 27 of the text entitled the healing of the dream. slowly. one section per day. I believe this will help you get a perspective that you can live with. I bless you on your journey.” My response, “You assume I have not already done so brother. You judge and assume you know what I should or should not be doing here and that I am holding a misconception and doing something wrong. Look in the mirror little one. You need to recognize your presumptions coming from your egoistic mind and stop shoving your shit down another’s throat. Hopefully I am being BLUNT enough to get your attention and anyone else’s who would presume to try telling me I need to follow what they dictate. I am not here to follow you into the pit of hell you have created. I Continue Reading
Responsibility and our choice to believe.
Hello world. The following was written 3/31/2016. In everything we are and have been taught to judge. To negate what we experience is a choice we make. Everything we experience is for our benefit and the benefit of Humanity as a whole. Pointing fingers and placing blame helps no one heal. This kind of thinking is what caused me to get cancers and other diseases. I had to come to this understanding myself. I had to look at every rape, beating, exorcism and molestation I endured and recognize I CHOSE what it was I was believing in those moments. The reactions of those around me where somehow my fault. Until I willingly looked at these beliefs and the experiences I have had without judging them, I could not heal. I could not heal myself or anyone else until I decided to choose differently this time. To stop believing in whatever is being said to me as being the Truth. To look at everything I have experienced and see what it was I was thinking, feeling emotionally, and feeling physically in those moments. To see how each one is connected to what I am believing in to be true. To recognize Continue Reading
When you try to destroy someone else’s life, you destroy your own!
Hello world. The following was written 3/31/2014. Sometimes we get a very rude awakening. Like realizing that you really aren’t of import to anyone in the world. If you were to die today, you wouldn’t be missed very much. Proof of this, I just spent a year with a group of people. I have been gone 2 months and not one of them even realize it. Then I think about it and think to myself, I shouldn’t expect anything else in this fucked up world. People only see and hear what they want to see and hear. Especially when the teacher tells you that everything is in your own head and you are imagining it all, only to admit they were holding a grudge against you the entire time. Karma is a bitch. Don’t tell me it’s all in my head and I am imagining it all, then tell me you WERE holding a grudge. I have been mind fucked one time to many in my life to let that shit continue. I know the Truth about you. I see you truly. Eventually the others will too and when they do, Karma all the way. In my heart I am Continue Reading
Why would I choose to follow in Jesus’s footsteps knowing what he went through?
Hello world. The following was written 3/30/2022. I shared the following this morning which brought forth a responses from a couple of brothers which pointed out exactly what I initially shared. Woke up today not wanting to help others heal. Woke up wanting to end this journey of experiencing others pain. Woke up angry and frustrated! If all I experience is pain, suffering and it isn’t my own, why keep going? 15 years of censorship and shadow banning. For what? I’m done! Brother one responds, “Your soul has chosen it for some reason. Find out why” My response, “As a Spiritual Healer, Hands on Healer, Psychic Intuitive Empath, Clear Open Trans Channel and Spiritual Writer I have spent the last 15 years sharing my journey of healing multiple cancers and other diseases without medications or surgeries. During these 15 years I have been shadow banned and censored on ALL PLATFORMS so my brothers cannot see what I share. I have been homeless and penniless for the last 4 years struggling to feed myself. I experience the mental, emotional and physical pain and suffering of others within my own body as if it is my own. I AM literally walking in Continue Reading
All FEAR is created within the MIND.
Hello world. The following was written 03/30/2020. I had a brother share a video of David Wilcock today asking what we thought of that which was shared. I found myself sharing the perspective of understanding Holy Spirit was showing me in the following channeling. A lot of what David Wilcock shares has merit and Truth to it. Mixed in with that which he shared is misinformation he himself has not yet recognized as being inaccurate. There are a lot of Beings, groups and Individuals sharing what they experience and the information they find on their journeys of being researchers. For that is what these Beings are, Researches. They bring forth the information and it is up to us to weed out the disinfo. Holy Spirit states, “Drop two feet from thy head to thy heart. That which is Truth shall resonate there in the heart area for you. That which sounds good to thy head shall mislead you in discerning Fact from Fiction or Truth from Lie. Humanity must unlearn that which they have learned here on their journeys. They must willingly do this unlearning for themselves and by themselves. For they are the only ones who know what it Continue Reading
Watching the internal conflict that happens in those closest to us.
Hello world. The following was written 3/29/2015. Watching the internal conflict that happens in those closest to us is the hardest thing to watch. We want to step in and save them from themselves and the situations they find themselves in. Instead we must stand back and let them find their own way. To stand there and say nothing as they come to you crying about what this person or that person has said and done. That they are listening too and following the dictates of others instead of their own internal guides, may seem obvious to you in many ways, but not to them. It is their lessons and path to figure out and find a way through. Now you find yourself looking within to ask for guidance as to what to say and do. For now every word you utter is seen as an attack. Even in asking a simple question of, what are you experiencing right now, is seen as you trying to tell them what’s what. The guidance I am given is silence. Make no effort to respond in any way. For they will make all judgments on their own and judge you more so, for Continue Reading
Humanity you are at the Labyrinth’s entrance starting your inward journeys.
Hello world. The following was written 3/28/2018. I find myself in contemplation of where I was at and what I was experiencing when I wrote the poem Blind. I had just spent an entire year following a teacher of ACIM and joined to a group they were hosting. When my eyes were opened to the Truth of what they were trying to teach me and what Holy Spirit and my Inner Guides had been teaching me were the complete opposite, I walked away from that teacher and their group. In leaving that group I also had my eyes opened to the fact that none of the people I had been interacting with, meeting face to face at events and been sharing with for an entire year noticed I was no longer there. Not a single one reached out to me at that time. It took almost two years before I had any of them try and contact me. They then shared their own stories of the nightmare they had been living, with more confusion, pain and suffering then they had experienced before. How every teacher and book they try to follow seems to be lacking and is not what they Continue Reading
Blind
Hello world. The following was written 3/28/2014. Don’t ask me Why? Why is she about to die? Why didn’t I listen to her cry? Stop! You are living a lie. You do not care if she lives or dies. She has already been gone from your life. You never even missed a stride. Never notice she wasn’t by your side. All you do is try and hide. The truth is you are a liar. You say it’s God you want to aspire to reach. All you do is sit here and preach. Lie after lie after lie. I am sick of all of your lies. You are an Egomaniac. You want everyone bowing and scraping. Never mind that the truth is staring you in the face. You are the end of the human race. You want to be the answer to everyone else’s prayers. You can’t even hear the cries of the people that care. You ignore those close to you. Being the Hero is everything to you. Don’t bother looking for me in the crowd. I am now six feet under ground. Sabrina Reyenga Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
The issue is not the tools, the issue is Humanity forgot it is Sovereign!
Hello world. The following was written 3/27/2018. Over the weekend my Husband Alex and I were working in Oakland. While we were there we witnessed five separate helicopters circling an area of downtown Oakland just above the skyscrapers. It was not until we got home that evening we found out what it was that was going on there in the city. Apparently there were protests or marches about gun control happening that day and apparently a lot of those people were getting paid to be there from craigslist ads. Yesterday I found myself responding to a brothers comments. He was asking questions as to why anyone would need more than three bullets and putting out a bunch of “what if’s”. Each one was a judgmental belief being held by him he was projecting out onto his brothers and the world. I found today he had deleted his comments after the responses I had given him. I guess he did not like the Truth being handed to him. Guns are not the issue here. The issue would be people like him who seem to think and believe they can dictate and control what another thinks, says, does or chooses for themselves. Continue Reading
One must learn to question everything.
Hello world. The following was written 3/27/2017. A brother shares, “Your questions are what led you this far my friend, don’t let a belief stop you from knowing, it’s very possible to know, seek and you will find but don’t limit where you seek my friend or you will limit what you find. Don’t believe anything and don’t disbelieve in anything because you are a seeker and only the knowing and understanding of the truth will satisfy your hunger. Let that hunger guide you on your journey but keep it under control with the humbleness of the understanding that you will know when you are ready to understand without judgment. The less you judge the more you see, the more you see without judgment is the more you may understand, but don’t jump to conclusions Only when you see the whole picture you will understand why.” My response, “Something to consider brother, is the more you seek out there in the world outside of you the less likely you will find what it is you are seeking. It has only been when I limit where I seek I am able to find what it is I am seeking. I have Continue Reading