Hello world. The following was written 1/25/2014. I came across this as I was sorting files and cleaning up some folders tonight. It brought into focus where I have been and where I am at now. That a miracle happened the day I realized nothing has ever gone wrong. “I seem to have a problem. A very deep seated, ugly problem that doesn’t want to go away, type of problem. It seems I have been conditioned to be terrified of ever asking for or reaching out for help from anyone for anything or accepting any kind of direction from another person regarding my path in life. Growing up it seemed that when I asked or reached out for help it came with punishments and thoughtless comments with shows of annoyance then told I imagined it, made it up, was lying followed with violence and very real threats of death. As I got older this pattern continued reaching me even through my peers. The comments got harsher. The tempers shorter. My abusers more daring. My fear greater. Finding myself backed into a corner, I learned I had to conform and accept everything being done to me and told to me as Continue Reading
The TRUTH, is often mistaken for the lie.
Hello world. The following was written 01/25/2019. A brother asks, “What is the true basis for forgiveness?” My response, “ Hello brother. Forgiveness is a lie that has been taught to you. It is NOT TRUE. If everything we go through and experience is for our benefit, how could anything every go wrong or need to be forgiven? If one chooses to look at and question this belief they would find the lie therein and begin to let go of all they have JUDGED as being what it is for them. There is an article I wrote back in 2016 sharing a vision I was given regarding forgiveness and tithing. I am told you will find it very enlightening to say the least and that it will help give perspective and understanding of the lies you have been trained to accept and believe in as being true for you. “Forgiveness and Tithing Hello world. The following was written 10/15/2016. It is a sharing of a vision I channeled of how we are trained to believe in lies such as sin and forgiveness. As I was rereading a post yesterday that I had written a year ago I found a phrase Continue Reading
What is it you would teach and of what value would it be to anyone but you?
Hello world. The following was written 01/25/2019. A brother states, “If you have listened to the Teacher, you will not think there is anything else to learn.” My response, “ That is an interesting perspective and belief system you are holding there which would entail one to blindly follow and believe in whatever it is being said and or stated by the one they have placed on a pedestal of imagined authority. That would mean it is a choice they are actively making to be a victim of the world they perceive their reality as being. On my own journey Holy Spirit and my Guides have taught me something very different regarding “the Teacher”. My Guides state, “The Teacher’s Purpose. The purpose of the teacher is to teach the student to turn within. The goal of the teacher is to get the student to no longer come to the teacher for answers. The teacher teaches the student that the answers they seek are within them. That they are the Master of their journey. They make all choices and decisions to be, believe, perceive and experience their reality as being what it will be for them. No one will make these Continue Reading
Lady Justice is no longer blind, she is now bias against the People!
Hello world. The following was written 01/24/2020. Something to consider, the breaking down of what is in place is absolutely needed and necessary. For what is in place is corrupt and filled with bias. What good is the Judicial System to those brought before it if the bias within it fogs the lens of purview so that Justice is no longer blind? What good is this system when the guilty are set free and the innocent persecuted due to the color of their skin, race, financial status, religious belief and so forth? The poor are imprisoned falsely as the rich are freed because they can buy off the judge. Look to the judge who just got 28 years for selling poor black teens to prisons for monetary gain. That says everything about where our judicial system has fallen to. Lady Justice is showing itself to no longer be blind. The bias and corruption within it is being propagated by the very Beings who are supposed to be monitoring it and upholding it and its values. They have twisted it into that of a money making machine to enrich themselves from another’s blood, sweat, tears and freedom. They are making money Continue Reading
The “SHIFT” that turning within creates.
Hello world. The following was written 1/23/2018. A brother shared today their trials and tribulations with assumptions that are being handed to them. The following was their statement and my response to their calls for love and healing of what is being perceived. A brother shares, “That word again. Assuming…. everybody around me assumes a lot about me….that I don’t even assume about myself…I am still and probable will for as long as I live be searching who I really am but they assume they know who I am. And when I will be so lucky to know without a doubt who I am they will still assume they know me even if they have not gone and done the searching I have done…..” My response, “Brother, in my description of what assuming entails I stated that the one the assumption is being made about becomes the “ass” IF they choose to accept what their brother is handing them in those moments. If they choose to accept their brothers judgments they too become the ass their brother is making of themselves with their judgments. It is only after they have accepted the judgment that the title of ass would apply. Continue Reading
Man’s laws hold no bearing or merit when placed next to God’s Laws.
Hello world. The following was written 1/23/2018. The conversation from yesterday about “The Synchronicities that solidify the validity of Truth.”, continues. My brother states, “Sabrina Reyenga LOL. Maybe, as an alleged psychic one should know that unsolicited psycho analyzing strangers on the Internet is generally not very welcome. The questions I ask Them are asked for more than 20 years now, with no reasonable answer yet — which in itself IS an answer I guess. You seem to think pointing out judgement in your brother is without your own judgement? OK then.;-) Besides, it seems that how you offer your services is your own business. She is being asked how a promotion of her dairy entry as “valid for all” is somehow excluding her own organization which clearly generates revenues from ACIM and has a ‘guru’ teacher who claims to be Christ Jesus himself, altogether engaged in ‘guided’ group-study for decades…. Your own way of conducting business thus is not the topic, since you obviously do not claim to be Christ Jesus and privy to the first generation Course students’ general receipt of the alleged guidelines. But since we are at it, maybe tell us who your guides propose should hold a Continue Reading
The things my brothers believe themselves to be.
Hello world. The following was written 1/23/2018. Apparently my brothers are believing themselves to be myths, frauds, winners, losers, unworthy and so many other judgmental labels and beliefs they have been taught to believe define who they are and are meant to be. The following was a dialogue between a brother and I about these beliefs and how to heal from these things we have chosen to believe in as defining ourselves and all to be. A brother posted, “I’ve Committed Fraud- I’m not a body” My response, “All are taught to place a false facade and mask before them as depicting who they are and are supposed to be brother. All are taught this way of thinking, believing and perceiving themselves and their brothers. It does not make you a fraud to believe in something you were taught without questioning it. You would only become a fraud if once you understood what you have been doing and were taught to do, you decide to continue doing so. You choose to use these false facades and masks to manipulate and control your brothers for your own gain.” My brother responds, “I have some great news. If I am not a Continue Reading
The Synchronicities that solidify the validity of Truth.
Hello world. The following was written 1/23/2018. Yesterday a brother shared a listing of “guidelines” they had personally been given for approaching ACIM when it was first introduced to Humanity by Dr. William Thetford and Dr. Helen Schucman. The following was what they had posted with a question being asked from me and a response being given by someone else to which I was guided to respond accordingly. My brothers post, “THE ORIGINAL GUIDELINES FOR “A COURSE IN MIRACLES” Don’t think a work of the magnitude of the Course would appear without instructions on how to approach it. In 1977, Dr. William Thetford shared them with me and at that time since everyone knew them and were in compliance they didn’t “officially” get written down but I filed them away and post them from time to time for new students. They are as follows: 1. “A Course in Miracles” is to be copyrighted in order to keep its thought system intact. 2. “A Course in Miracles” is to be self-study only between the student and Jesus/HS as Revelator of its Meaning since only God knows the readiness of the student’s mind to receive its Meaning.” (the Course is layered in Continue Reading