Hello world. The following was written 12/17/2016. I have been looking at a belief I held that felt as if I had a yolk about my throat harnessing me to the heaviest of burdens that was choking me slowly to death. The burden of the belief in obligation. I held a belief that I was obligated to financially support my extended family. Such as my in-laws and my own parents, Uncles, Aunts, cousins, and siblings. That I was obligated to accept their judgments and opinions of my Husband and I. That I was obligated to give in to their dictates even when it did not resonate within my own heart. That to keep the peace I had to bite my tongue and accept their recriminations of me and my Husband silently. For a very long time I found myself faced with the spoken and unspoken judgments of my family. Their judgments would envelope me in layer upon layer of dark emotional energy until I felt like I was suffocating. In every instant they were wanting me to pick and choose between them and my Husband and the same was happening with his family. None of them were willing to accept Continue Reading
Perspective, I know the Voiceless Voices I am hearing are not my voice.
Hello world. The following was written 12/17/2014. The Voiceless Voices keep repeating, “SHUT DOWN YOUR MIND AND OPEN YOUR HEART! Why do you keep chasing after Me when I AM already here with you? You need not seek after Me any longer. You only need to look within and will see I AM already here within you. When you ask yourself what it is you truly believe within your heart you shall see I AM here with you. Put down your books and close your ears to those that would say differently and look within to see the Truth of My words. Only then shall you find the Peace of God.” Perspective, I know the Voiceless Voices I am hearing are not my voice. For my voice is laced with the recriminations of my mind that were taught to me. These Voiceless Voices are within me, yet without me at the same time. They speak with a clarity that I recognize I do not truly have at this time. Yet I am hearing Their Truth within me. I am thinking about this hard core. I am done with groups and people with their heads in the clouds or up their Continue Reading