Hello world. The following was written 12/05/2016. Ladies and gentlemen, my Husband Alex and I have talked extensively about us having “friendships” outside of our relationship. ALL are to be kept out in the open with NOTHING being hidden or kept private for any reason. That includes private emails, text messages, video chats and phone calls. If you cannot share openly here in the public eye with me, then there is nothing to be shared and there is no friendship worth changing my agreement with my Husband for, EVER! My Husband and the relationship I have with him comes before any and all. Even our perspective families. The only exception would be God and Spirit. If you cannot respect this choice we have made, then maybe it is time for you to move on to another. I do not have the time, inclination, nor the energy to keep secretive closed minded people around me these days. A brother asks, “Who r u and what is your nationality and what is your present status?” My response, “I AM that I AM. I am a Human Being. I am here and aware of my existence. I am alive!” My brother states, “very Continue Reading
To be the Light that I AM.
Hello world. The following was written 12/05/2016. I have found when I am experiencing a rinse repeat cycle there is something there that goes much much deeper than the surface chaos has chosen to expose. In those moments, when I catch myself in that pattern, I choose to look very deeply at what it is I am experiencing and ask my Guides what it is I am missing. I have found that most come from an experience in childhood where I chose to accept and believe a judgment that was being handed to me. When I find it I can see where I made the choices. Then I get to choose again choosing differently this time around. This process usually heals the issue and I do not repeat it again. I am following an Inner Guidance that has me standing in my Light of Truth so all may witness my journey as I am on it. I am to be an example of being authentic in all that is experienced. I am to hide nothing. Deny nothing. I am to accept All That Is as it is without judgment. I am to be the Light for my brothers in the Continue Reading
I asked God for a friend.
Hello world. The following was written 12/05/2016. Eighteen years ago I found myself renting someone’s couch to sleep on. I had a job and was working. I was a single parent at the time. I had left an abusive relationship and was focusing on healing my fear of men. ALL MEN. My Ex was 6’6″ and he taught me to fear and fear deeply. I tried dating women for a while. I found them to be just as abusive as the men were. Yet they chose to do so in a more mental and emotionally abusive way. I was done with relationships and the abuses that came with them. At that time in my life I decided I was done. I asked God for a friend. I did not want a temporary lover. I wanted a friend who would accept me as I am. Who would love me for me and not who they wanted me to be. Not for what they could get from me. I wanted someone who would see me as I am within. Who could see past my shell to my very Soul. God’s response was to send me a friend request from one Alex Reyenga. Continue Reading