Hello world. The following was written 09/18/2014. I was being Guided to look at and contemplate the walls I had built within me to protect myself. I was being Guided to look at how I was blocking myself from receiving the gifts my Father and brothers were giving me with my fears. Have you ever heard the sayings, “Don’t do anything in half measures. Always give it your all. Don’t hold anything back.?” Well, it seems that I have done just that. When I do something I do it to the best of my ability. I give and give and give till there is nothing left in me to give. Then I look within and find I still have more. The problem here is I keep giving without being willing to receive in return. I am actively refusing the gifts my brothers would give me. How can my brother fulfill his purpose here if I will not accept his gifts to me? He can’t. I have to be willing to accept and receive the gifts my Father and brothers would give me. Until I do I am actively blocking the blessings God has for me. I sit here contemplating the Continue Reading
I have literally reached my limits here on what I shall continue to put up with.
Hello world. The following was written 09/19/2019. Yesterday we received a knock on our RV door by the county sheriffs department telling us we have to move and cannot stay stationary for more than 8 hours. That they will tag us, write us a ticket, tow our vehicle and arrest us if we do not comply. We had another visit from that county sheriff today and he brought backup in the form of city police. As they stated their reasoning for what they were doing one of them wrote up a ticket citing it as a criminal offense on the ticket and not a traffic violation or some other infraction. We have to appear in court now on October 31st at 8:30 AM which will also take away from our ability to continue surviving out here. They are literally trying to make us into criminals for parking on public land and refusing to move every 8 hours. How the hell does one get sleep, eat and work to improve their situation if they are constantly being told they have to move and are not allowed to sit still for more than 8 hours? Not to mention that all that moving Continue Reading