Hello world. The following was written 09/16/2017. I found myself having a conversation with a brother regarding floors. My brother is believing that the materials used change what a floor is and so changes what it means and even it’s purpose and value. None of this is true. It is no more than a belief being held in a label to change the meaning of what is. It is funny, I had a conversation with someone last night about floors. They spoke of how they do commercial flooring and not residential. My response at the time was that a floor is a floor. What was being pointed out is that labels have been slapped onto things to change their names and meanings. There is no difference between the floor in a home and the floor in a store. They are one and the same. Yet we are trained to believe there is some difference and so they must be seen and treated differently. All it amounts to is a form of brainwashing. It is the changing of the meanings of things on a subliminal level to skew the purview one has of what is experienced as reality. Consider that mind Continue Reading
The differences between Service to Self, Service to Other and Self First.
Hello world. The following was written 09/16/2017. This is a follow up to the article titled, “Which do you choose brother?” I shared yesterday. After much contemplation and questioning, a deeper clarity with understanding was given me as to what it was my Guides were stating. Yesterday afternoon I found myself writing a message out and posting it. I have spent the night and most of this day contemplating the meaning and asking for clarity and understanding to what is meant. A comment made by a brother brought clarity in meaning and more depth of understanding. The message, “Which do you choose brother? The fork is coming and a decision made. Which do you choose, you have 7 days. Service to self or service to other. The choice is yours. Which do you choose brother? Everything is choice. Service of self is the service to the betterment of self at the cost of another. Service to other self is the service to another without expectation to receive so the self then receives that which they give.” A brother states, “All giving begins with self. ONE CANNOT GIVE TO OTHERS WHAT THEY DON’T FIRST GIVE TO THEMSELVES!!!!” My response, “What you Continue Reading
Nightmares and dark energy are draining my will to Hold the Light.
Hello world. The following was written 09/15/2018. Last night I found myself experiencing a strange heavy energy. Around 10 o’clock I found myself experiencing what felt like a blanket being laid over me. I felt this heaviness and pressure pushing down on me from all sides. It literally drained me of energy and had me going to bed feeling as if I was about to pass out. Around 12:45 AM my Husband Alex came into the room to check on me. I was crying out loud in my sleep. My Husband has learned to approach me cautiously when I am sleeping. He does not say my name any more nor does he touch me anywhere but my hand or my upper arm. He learned years ago that to touch me or to say my name results in my leaping from bed and trying to run away while half asleep. This instinctual reaction of flight was learned as a child when I would be visited by my abusers in the middle of the night. Last night I found myself in a dream that was dark and very emotionally stressful. It started with me in a parking garage being herded down a Continue Reading
The masks and false facades reveal the ego mind in the drivers seat.
Hello world. The following was written 09/15/2016. I was contemplating the situation that had occurred the day before where I had been removed from a group and told I was not allowed to share as my brothers were being allowed to share within that group. I was being singled out by an admin because they did not agree with the perspectives I was being shown on my own journey to healing. What they were wanting was blind acceptance and belief in what they were dictating everything should be. “So I spent the day yesterday contemplating what happened. That contemplation carried over to today with an understanding of what was nagging me about it all. What has been shown to me is that my “Free Will” was being infringed upon. When I was offered to speak and then that choice was immediately taken away, my Free Will to choose was removed. I was no longer being allowed to choose what I wanted to do in regards the situation that was unfolding. The choice to conform to their dictates, ignore them, or join in was dangled like a carrot by X Lyn Johnson and then yanked away. What was being displayed in Continue Reading
Which do you choose brother?
Hello world. The following was written 9/15/2017. The fork is coming and a decision made. Which do you choose, you have 7 days. Service to self or service to other. The choice is yours. Which do you choose brother? Everything is choice. Service of self is the service to the betterment of self at the cost of another. Service to other self is the service to another without expectation to receive so the self then receives that which they give. Service to self or service to other. The choice is yours. Which do you choose brother? Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.