Hello world. The following was written 09/14/2017. My Husband Alex and I were discussing the myriad materials we were, have and had been being guided to partake of on our journeys. We talked of how my learning disability has kept me from taking in and comprehending most of what it is I try to read or listen to. Yet, it seems as if the recent materials we were partaking of were completely comprehensible for me. As we discussed this the Truth began to dawn on me. The last couple of days I have been having a discussion with my Husband Alex about all the things I have been guided to look at or read on this journey of experience I have had. I happen to be severely dyslexic. So comprehension of written and spoken materials are difficult to comprehend at the best of times for me, if at all. I have no comprehension of fractions, percentages, decimals, music and so many other items. So far on this journey my Guides have blocked me from reading, seeing, hearing and comprehending those things that have entrapped my brothers. Yet they guide me to read specific things such as The Emerald Tablets of Continue Reading
An open dialogue is needed for true healing to occur.
Hello world. The following was written 09/14/2016. My Guides have told me over and over an open dialogue is needed for true healing to occur. No subject is off limits to discuss. Each of us experience a multitude of situations. All are given to us for the purpose of healing ourselves and others. If everything is for our benefit then nothing is to ever be left out of the conversations. My Guides have shown me that healing comes with sharing our experiences and the lessons learned through them. I personally share from my own experiences the lessons I have learned. I have shared about the rapes, molestations, exorcisms, canings, beatings, mental, emotional and physical abuses I have endured and healed from. I share how each experience had a lesson within it I was to learn. That in each situation I made choices and decisions to judge what I was experiencing or I choose to accept the judgments being handed to me. There is a psychology at play in the back ground that very few see or are willing to actually look at. The manipulations being used on us from the day we are born trap us into a narcissistic codependent Continue Reading
Seriously consider walking away from these groups with “dictatorships”!
Hello world. The following was written 09/14/2016. What I was facing was a “Spiritual Community” that was anything but Spiritual. They judged me, my experiences and that which I was sharing of the experiential aspects of my journey. Telling me it was not possible to experience what I was. When I started this journey it was under a teacher who was not a real teacher. What they were teaching was egoistic judgmental ideologies. As I moved away from them and into the community at large I found that almost every single group out there was no different than the teacher I had been trying to learn from. At first I joined a group called Awakening Together. Only to find they were a closed house, meaning the group was closed or private and only a few people were allowed to speak or share and they did not want open dialogues. Next I joined ACIM Gather and found it to be exactly the same. Filled with egoistic judgmental ideologies and a demand that everyone conform to what it is those leading the group are choosing to believe. Then I tried Open Minds which were not open at all. All of these groups Continue Reading
What is it that you seek here?
Hello world. The following was written 09/13/2019. My Brothers, what is it that you seek here? Is it a shallow superficial response that does no more than stoke an ego mind? Or do you seek a deeper connection of joining on a spiritual level of mind, heart and soul? What is it that you are seeking? Do you know? In the first few lessons of ACIM I found myself hearing the directions being given by the teacher and another set of directions being given beyond what the “teacher” was implying it’s meaning was. I found myself listening to and following the other voice within me and not the teacher in front of me. As was directed I began to look within at my own thoughts and beliefs. The language used for me at the time was that Holy Spirit would use His Light and shine it before me. As He would shine His Light into all the nooks and crannies along the pathways that are the labyrinth of my mind, He will guide me back to the Center to my beginnings and where the One infinite Creator awaits me and my coming home to the Truth of who I AM Continue Reading