Hello world. The following was written 8/31/2018. Disconnected though I may be from my family I still love them deeply. When something happens to them I care. Around midnight last night I received a call from my Mom that my cousin had just been killed. Been bawling my eyes out all day. In an instant those we care about can be taken from this reality leaving a gaping hole in their wake. In an instant those we love are gone and all we are left with is empty arms and memories that have to last us a lifetime. I am recognizing how deeply I am feeling my own mortality and the mortality of those I love. How quickly our lives can be changed forever in an instant. Take a moment to appreciate those around you. Take a moment to simply love one another. For you may not get another chance to do so. In an instant that chance may be taken from you forever. Stop holding back and start loving openly and freely. You only get this moment, this opportunity to love them unconditionally. Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
In everything I have a choice in how I will judge any given moment.
Hello world. The following was written 8/31/2016. What is being displayed here in this world for all to witness is how all of us are trained from birth to blindly follow without question as to why. We conform to the dictates of others so as not to feel different. In those moments it is acceptance that we are striving for blindly. As children we mimic our care givers, peers and other adults around us. We do this for approval and acceptance subconsciously. This “training” continues as we join into society via schools and churches and many other social activities. The items we fail to see in those moments are the judgments being handed to us. Judgments created to control us and get us to conform to another’s will and dictates of what they would have things be. Judgments teaching shame, guilt, blame, victimization and fear are what we learn and accept as Truth. What I share are the experiential aspects of my own journey with the understandings of the psychology at play in the back ground as per what my Guides have been showing me. In everything I have a choice in how I will judge any given moment. Prime Continue Reading
It seems history has a new face or is it just another repeat?
Hello world. The following was written 8/29/2017. The following are events that were occurring in 2017 in Houston and around the nation. The events occurring at that time were very divisive. We had groups terrorizing cities tearing down statues and historical landmarks. The groups were black lives matter and antifa. Both have been found to be terrorist organizations created and paid for by the southern poverty law center which is paid for by the democratic and republican parties, soros, these major corporations and foreign governments. All donation to these groups are being funneled back to the DNC coffers for whatever bills and programs they are pushing to get passed and for their own political campaigns and pockets. They are literally laundering money gained through false premises, manipulations and outright illegal actions. The splc recruits actors and activists through craigslist ads and other media platforms to manufacture fake protests and marches to suit their agendas. They are hiring mercenaries and anarchists to destroy, maim and murder anyone who gets in their way no matter what skin color, religion or ethnicity they be. Their goal to separate so divide Humanity using fear and violence. Tonight has been a night of some interesting Continue Reading
The belief in lack is taught and propagated by our choices to believe.
Hello world. The following was written 8/28/2017. I find myself looking at a number of things this morning. One would be the beliefs we hold that have us believing as we do. Another would be the lack of awareness one has for what is right in front of them. The last would be the belief in lack. How a Being could starve to death when they are surrounded by the bounty of God. This morning my Husband, Alex, was reading a blog about an entire family dying of starvation. As he took in what was being shared he asked me a question. Something along the lines of, Is lack real? Can someone actually die from lack? He then explained what he had been reading and why those questions and thoughts were coming to him. In the post he had read about an entire family dying of starvation. This prompted the question from Him/Alex of, is lack real? If lack is not real, then how could they die from a lack of food? As I contemplate that question I am reminded of an understanding that had come to me as a teenager. At age fourteen I was contemplating the attachments those Continue Reading
The acceptance of responsibility for Self.
Hello world. The following was written 8/27/2018. Was listening to Fade to Black’s Twitter Night. Everyone who listens to the show Fade to Black and posts on twitter during the show were given an opportunity to ask the host, Jimmy Church, questions and he would do his best to answer as many as possible. If you called on the phone you had to have a Twitter Handle he could call out or you risked getting hung up on. He was having fun with the callers since many only listen in and do not participate through social media platforms. I asked Jimmy some questions of my own via twitter. After which a brother called in putting forth the concept of dimensional shifts. I asked, “Jimmy, would you share a dark night of the soul moment where all hope seemed lost and you found your way through it to see the Light and how it was of benefit to you on the other side? Something that everyone could relate to no matter what walk of life they come from?” After reading my question out loud he asked to come back to it. He had to think about it a bit. I found Continue Reading
The object of the game…
Hello world. The following was written 8/27/2018. I was watching a video of a comedian sharing their thoughts on an article they had read about participation trophies. They also shared their belief as to what sports are for and how the object of the game is to win. You can’t always win. Yet, you have to go into it believing you will. They then shared how they want to see their children cause another to cry when they loose a game. I found myself responding to them with the following. My response, “Something to consider brother, everything we experience is for our benefit. There are no good, bad, right, wrong, win or lose if everything is of benefit to you. Each experience has lessons within them you are to learn. Part of the learning is to discern how you are the one in judgment of what is being experienced by you and YOUR children. You will judge what they experience as you would judge yourself and your own. We are taught to blindly follow and believe what our families have chosen to believe. We are taught we are to conform to their beliefs if we are to be accepted and Continue Reading
DO NOT judge them what they choose.
Hello world. The following was written 8/27/2017. I have been baring witness to my brothers judging any and all who do not think and believe as they do. In some ways what I am hearing them say is a form of racism. For they are placing the value and worth of animals as more worthy than Humanity. Just the other day a brother posted a video of a child catching a fish. The joy and excitement of the moment for that child was beautiful to see. Watching their trust and belief in themselves and their ability to do for themselves was a wonder to behold. Yet, there were those who could not perceive what was happening in that video. Instead they judged it, the child, the parents, and society. Calling people man animals, evil and any number of other disparaging remarks. Anyone who would share a different view was immediately attacked and called names. All this stemmed from their belief that everyone should think, believe and do as they have chosen to do. One chooses to eat only fruit. Another chooses only vegetables. Both of these particular people chose to target me when I shared the following statement yesterday. My Continue Reading
State run compulsory education did not come into effect in this country until 1852 in Massachusetts.
Hello world. The following was written 8/26/2018. I came across a post from a family member this morning talking about a letter that was sent out from a teacher at a school informing parents that there would be no homework other than what the child does not complete in class that day. This sparked quite the dialogue between my family members and some friends of theirs. It also led me to share some of what I have come to understand of our education system and society. A brother responds, “What? They should have homework and eat dinner.” My brother responds, “Only homework they receive is class work not completed.” A brother responds, “Every child should have homework so they learn to study on their own. Teacher sounds like she does not want to make up home work to give it to the kids.” My brother responds, “no studies have shown that there is no correlation with kids homework and them learning or retaining the knowledge they can study on their own but to do extra school work on their time takes away from other area they might be able to excel at or spend time with loved ones” A brother Continue Reading
Embrace your isolation as the gift it actually is from Holy Spirit my brothers.
Hello world. The following was written 8/25/2018. A brother shared how they are experiencing a sense of being cut off from friends and family. How they can hear them, yet they cannot be heard. How this experience is causing them pain and confusion about what it is they are to do. A brother shares, “It’s like there is some wall or impermeable barrier separating me from everyone I know and love. I can hear and see what they say, but I cannot connect. It’s like the impermeable barrier of death. Even the best of the best alchemists and magicians have only limited success in bringing the dead back to life. It takes a tremendous amount of energy to reach through the barrier and if the cost is to high. All your life force is drained from you. So which is better? Staying behind that barrier, alive or try and breach the barrier, hoping you have enough energy and strength enough to break through. Possibly at the cost of your life!” My response, “Good morning brother. It sounds as if you are experiencing what my Guides call the “disconnect”. The “disconnect” seems to be were Holy Spirit “Isolates” us from everyone Continue Reading
My brothers cannot see the Truth of what it is they are choosing to do.
Hello world. The following was written 8/25/2018. It seems as if my brothers cannot see the Truth of what it is they are thinking and believing so propagating within their own reality the experiences of separation and division. My brothers are sharing how the book they read is the absolute Truth and should be blindly followed without question. Others are choosing to see themselves as victims who are not allowed to express themselves while shutting down anyone who will not believe as they are choosing to. They seem to hold an expectation that their brother believe as they do. That their brothers make real what it is they are choosing for themselves. I have witnessed my brothers step up to their brothers and myself demanding answers to their loaded egoistic judgmental questions. Each question is gauged to gain the response they are seeking to validate their choices to believe. They deny they are in judgment. They deny they are seeking followers. They deny they are seeking for their brothers to pay them for their time and so called knowledge. Some will even state they have never had an “Experiential Experience”. All they think they know was read from a book Continue Reading