Hello world. The following was written 6/30/2016. My Guides are explaining something to me here. Your transcendental experience is as simple as an out of body or near death experience. I have had many of those. I have seen the Beings that stand around watching and guiding us every moment. In each experience I was given a choice to stay here in this life or continue on to another. They were exit points set up for me if my journey became to much for me based on the amount of trauma I experienced. All were part of the contract I created of what it was I wanted to experience in emotions and manifestation so Master the ability of. These experiences have been and can be described. I have stood beside Holy Spirit and my Guides looking at the experiences of my past as an observer outside of my body. I have heard the words and seen the Truths They would show me of my choices to experience what I do. I have also seen what many call Heaven. It is no more than an extension or layer above this one. It has been and can be described if one chooses Continue Reading
You are always worthy no matter what another chooses to believe.
Hello world. The following was written 6/29/2018. I had a brother share where they are at on their journey. What they shared was the perspective and understanding of how they will never be good enough and will always be judged as lacking by those around them. What came through is the pain and suffering they are experiencing at this belief that they are not Worthy. What another is expressing does not define you. You are always worthy no matter what another chooses to believe. A brother shares, “I’m always either used, replaced or forgotten. I understand that. But what I don’t understand is why. I always try my hardest to make other people happy, and to mean something to them. But it never works. I’m always worth shit to everyone, every time.” My response, “Hello brother. On ones journey they will find themselves faced with a recognition that no matter what they do they do not get the validation for their existence from anyone outside of them. All they seem to receive out there in the world are judgmental recriminations that they would dare to exist. One will find themselves stepping away from those Beings and the box they would Continue Reading
Feeling angry at the mind screw I was put through.
Hello world. The following was written 6/29/2014. I had just finished doing the workbook section of A Course in Miracles with a “teacher” who was not who they professed themselves to be. When I would ask if they were upset with me, they would say no. If I would share my own experiences and the understandings I was getting, they would tell me I was wrong and confused. That I did not know what I was talking about and that they were the teacher. This caused me so much internal angst, pain and suffering that I truly thought I was loosing my mind. I was being given visions, hearing voiceless voices, feeling the emotions, pain and suffering of those around me. When I would share this I was told I needed to seek medical help and get on some pills. They would negate my natural abilities as a deficiency that needed to be eradicated. Because I perceived differently I was broken and needed to be fixed in their mind. This caused me to step away from them and anyone else who would try to enclose me into a box of their making. “Man I feel as if I just had Continue Reading
Our judgments torment us from within as we project them out on the world before us.
Hello world. The following was written 6/28/2017. I am sitting here looking at these abilities I am given as I walk this journey. I am looking at how I was trained to believe that the things I am able to do are evil and come from Satan, the Devil, Lucifer and that I must be worshiping evil to do the things I do. I am looking at the beliefs I once held that God was just as limited as I once believed I was. Everything God may do, I to am able to do, for God is within me. God is a part of me, for I am a part of God. We are one and the same, as my brothers are one and the same as myself, so to are they a part of God above, as am I. Each of us are created in God’s image. That makes each of us a God. Each of us have the power to create through manifestation. This understanding has opened a door for me to be able to accept who I am as I am without judgment. To see how every experience is for my benefit and through me all of Continue Reading
Pranked from the other side.
Hello world. The following was written 6/28/2015. My Husband and I were listening to a program called Channeling Erik. We were experiencing a lot of different things happening around us. The sound of BB’s hitting the tile floor in the hallway. The smell of rotten eggs. Cold patches. Things disappearing, then reappearing somewhere else. Videos stopping and starting on their own in answer to questions we are asking. Tapping on ones shoulder or a tugging of the hair to get ones attention. Phone calls with no one there. We had an interesting morning this morning. At 5:11 AM a smoke alarm went off in another bedroom waking my husband and I up. After a few seconds it stopped and we fell back asleep. A little while later it went off again. I am guessing it was around 6:11 AM. Then we found ourselves awake instantly at 7:11 AM. Later this morning around 10 AM, my phone rang and both of the lines were showing as being active. I answered the business line first. No one was there. I hung up and then answered the home line. Once again no one was there. I walked into my office and saw the Continue Reading
To whom it may concern.
Hello world. The following was written 5/1/2016. Whatever you have experienced at the hands of another does not and will not ever define you. You are not your body but the Soul within it. No amount of rape, molestation, beating, mental and emotional abuses will ever define you in any way. No accident, scar or lost limb will ever define you. No one may define who you are but you. It is your own judgments and opinions of yourself that matters and will ever matter. Consider everything you believe to be true about you. All the things you believe define you. Every one of those are a judgment and opinion handed to you by someone else. We mimic our family and their judgments of what they believe to be true. Accepting them blindly as our own never questioning them. None of you have done anything wrong. You are not bad, wrong, evil or sinful. Those are no more than judgments created to control you. They are used to get you to conform to someone else’s dictates and beliefs. What I am sharing with you now is how your beliefs in those judgments of that experience, is what is causing you Continue Reading
Their judgments of you have no merit or meaning until YOU CHOOSE to accept them as being true for you.
Hello world. The following was written 6/26/2018. A brother shared how they are being labeled as a racist based on the color of their skin, by people they have known for some time. How the judgments of others is causing them upset, pain and suffering. How they are not understanding where these judgments are coming from or why they are even being propagated. The following was what they had shared and my response to it. A brother shares, “I am not racist by all means but it seems that people that I’ve considered my friends at one point in time or another always throwing shit up about white people like tf i didn’t ask to be white an shit is that how u feel about me. So over this racist bs everyone entertains it an keeps it going an for what tho.” My response, “Humanity has been trained from birth to see differences in each other. They have been trained to seek outside of themselves for validation, acceptance and approval from everyone around them. They are taught to perceive differences between themselves and the people standing next to them. They are taught to perceive and believe in lies. Every difference Continue Reading
The Package Deal and Relationships.
Hello world. The following was written 6/26/2016. Most of Humanity can wrap their minds around the concept and understanding that when you have children and someone wants to start a relationship with you, that your children are and will be part of that relationship. That if the person seeking this connection will not accept your children, then they are not going to accept you either. In those situations most will walk away. They recognize that acceptance of all aspects of themselves and their lives must be accepted or there is no chance for complete unity. It really seems like a no brainier. If you do not accept my children then you do not accept me. Now consider your relationship with your spouse or life partner. When you join in union with another you are telling the Universe you are now committing to becoming One Being. One Being with One Heart and One Mind, the single goal to love and support each other unconditionally no matter the circumstances you may go through. To place the relationship between you at the top of all other relationships, friendships, old and new. Understanding that what effects you also effects the companion you share your Continue Reading
An experience has no meaning other than what I AM CHOOSING to give it.
Hello world. The following was written 6/25/2017. It seems as if my brothers are caught up in a belief that they do NOT have Free Will nor a Choice in anything happening within their lives. It seems as if they are believing themselves to be victims of this world they perceive themselves to be a part of. That the experiences they are having define them and they do not get a choice in what it will mean for them. None of that is true. You always get to choose how you will perceive whatever is being experienced by YOU. A brother states, “There is NO free will as You describe here. I very stupid humble because I didn’t ever believe I had a choice to choose anything really.” My response, “We always have a choice in how we are perceiving and experiencing any situation. Even in the act of being raped I have a choice in how I am going to experience it. I can judge it and choose to perceive that experience as something that is and will destroy me. That the act of being raped now defines who I am and am supposed to be. That I am Continue Reading
Sharing, extending the Love, that is God’s miracle.
Hello world. The following was written 6/24/2014. Everyday it feels as if folks keep misperceiving me as being completely awake and enlightened. I am neither awake nor enlightened. I am simply working my process and looking at my shit. I no longer DENY any of it and look at all of it. That is all Holy Spirit has asked of me. To look at everything with Him. Fear, guilt, shame, blame and ego thinking have us believing all of those things that make us feel horrid. It also has us believing we can find love outside of ourselves. Except this love is short lived and not sustainable. In Truth when you learn to love yourself and realize you are perfect in every way and you are as God created you, you will find peace and happiness. Sharing, extending the Love, that is God’s miracle. When you love yourself you can truly love the rest of Humanity and all of God’s creatures. Even spiders! Yuck! Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.